I forgot the last time I went out without wearing makeup. And you know what? I don’t even want to! The moment I finished my HSC exam (Equivalent to 12th grade), I knew that was the last no makeup day of my life. Well, back then I didn’t use this much makeup as I do now. But that was just a start, which brought me to this day of completely dependent to foundations, bb cream, powders and etc. And of course I’m proud of myself for being this way.

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Anyways, I’m not afraid to admit that I look like shit without makeup! 😛  Not everyone is beautiful naturally but we do have the right to be so by any means. 😉 Though I loved makeup from the age of 5, but I didn’t know much about it. And I remember my old days of trying makeup and being a complete mess at the end. Ha ha! I was pretty bad at blending. 😉

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I always ended up using every little piece of makeup I had and when I finished, I looked like ummmm, wait, I don’t think there’s any word to fully express how bad I looked at the end! Lol 😀 I remember the first time I went to a beauty salon, for a party makeup, during my sister’s wedding. Trust me, I never looked that bad in my life. I still  haven’t showed any pictures of that day to my husband, because I looked so ugly that I’m ashamed of myself. 😦 My younger sister also did her makeover from the same parlor, and MASHA ALLAH she looked like a fairy! But, I didn’t understand what went wrong in my case. -_- I remember everyone asking what’s wrong with my makeup, and one of my uncle said the next day that I looked like a ghost. 😦 😦

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Everyone kept telling me that, I shouldn’t wear much makeup, makeup doesn’t suit me etc. I was heart broken indeed. And after that event I have tried learning makeup. I tried to prove I could be beautiful even when I’m using makeup, and most importantly I’m not a ghost with makeup. -_- But it wasn’t that easy. Internet was kind of expensive back then in Bangladesh. So, I kept doing my messy makeup. 😉 Anyways, finally when internet became cheaper, I started following bloggers, youtubers and I never stopped practicing. And now today I look like a ghost without makeup not with it. Ha ha 😀 

So many people asked me, and still some people do, how can I manage this much time for my makeup. I even heard from some of my friends in the university (during graduation, not here) that I don’t look like an engineering student. An engineering student shouldn’t be using this much makeup and blah blah.

Truth is, I never wanted to be someone, who only keeps herself busy with study and classes. I wanted to have a taste of everything. I said to myself, I’m never gonna be that girl who knows nothing without her books. I will be that girl, who knows something of everything that dignifies her more.

That’s why I tried to learn cooking, baking and sewing too! I am not saying that I know them fully, but I know something about each of them. And I’m happy with that. I can’t practice much sewing here. :/ But I didn’t stop practicing other three. I miss being my own dress maker though. 😦 Did I ever mention that my mom and elder sister were the teachers of me for all these three? They taught me every single thing I need to know. :’)

I never wanted to be super woman but I never wanted to be just a woman either. 🙂 So, besides being a full time researcher and a Master’s student, I’m not at all giving up my hobbies. They all are part of me, and all of them together define who I am to the world. 🙂

That’s all for today! Have a great day! Bye!!! ❤

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